Love ?

Well, I'm just too young to understand that thing perfectly. 

Beautiful February : Balance of Life

February 2013 such a turning point for me. Beautiful moments came and approached me in every single second I had. I was drowning in my own happiness. I didn't even remember  about the sadness of leaving my wonderful small old city.

I’m awake from that infinite cold. I realize, that I've got those all things that I've missed before. My life, love and laugh. I’ve found the new one, here in Bali.

This beautiful February just blow my mind to a great deep understanding of life.

People in here just did a lot of great things and made that moments with me, that I love them so damn much. 

While the others in my old city just kept on supporting me, save me in their heart.

 ---Well, for this February, I’m so thankful to my freakin Kodok that always there for disturbing my day (oops).

Aditio Artayasa, my ex-competitor, but now we are supporting each other.

Ayu Dhyaradha and Arindra Pemilia for our gossip girl.---

And so guys I get a conclusion, that I love my life here and cant leave anything I had in the past.

So, it comes to be a balance of life.

Happy Valentine for everyone .. 

Happy February for my Aquarians .. 

I love yaaa .. 

Getting Worse

All are getting worse as you growing up and getting more big and adult.

Just like a thing you drink before you go to the bed.

When I was on Kindergarten, I always have a glass of white milk ( I forget the flavor. But it was scared to me at that time) in my hand before I go to my bed.

When I was on Elementary School, I asked to my Mom for a glass of chocolate milk. But my Mom just gave me a glass of 3/4 white and 1/4 chocolate milk (Do you know Milo? Yeah, my Mom mixed the white milk with that Milo)

Then when I was on Junior High, finally I got the pure chocolate milk before I go to my bed. Well, my Mom was keep saying that chocolate is bad for my throat. But we were apart at that time. I was in Lombok and she was in Bali. So, I was lie on her about drinking a glass of white milk every night.

And now, Im on High School, guys.
I need a good thing passing through my tongue. I need a thing that can keep my eyes open till the mid night.
So, I drink a cup of coffee tonight.

Well, I kinda thinking about things I'll drink on the next 2 years. When Im on college.
Whats worse than coffee?
Jack Daniel's maybe?

In a level : a cup of coffee

............

"ITU MASALAH ANDA"  - Mr Susila

That's the one of the best quote that I ever heard. 
I love that sentence for sure. 
But I hate the fact that I cant say it head on people who loving me that much. 

Hi 2013 !

Okay, I know it's the 2^nd of January, 2013, already. But I think its not too late to say :
 HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 !!

Well, I had no party on December, 31 2012

I had no dance, or people yelled around me and said happy new year together

I just had junk food and soda for my dinner (I love 'em so much), and a loud music, exclusive from my own headset.

(SUCK, YEAH?)

Oh, I also had fireworks above my head. Some people just ignite it, and all I did was just sitting in my veranda and watched they out. They were damn beautiful!

There was no star at that night. The only one that shone in the sky was Mars, I guess. (except the fireworks, off course)

So I was a bit doubt to wish a thing. Well, because there was no wishing star would fall and made my wish comes true. lol.

Huh.

So whats up, new year?

Lets start on flashback.

2012.

It was great, unforgettable, the best, and also the worst.

I had so many beautiful moments, and had to leave it all, also. Well, it was complicated.

And now, how about the future?

2013.

Well, since there’s no wishing star, so Im not going to wish any miracles.

I just wanna make some reflection about things I had did before and make sure, next, I’ll getting better.

Yeah, I’ll be like the fireworks. Bright, great, free, and beautiful in the darkness!

Tak Pernah Sampai

Aku pernah
Bermimpi
Bermain dalam halusinasi
Terbakar
Dalam cahaya asa yang berpendar

Aku pernah
Berteriak, memohon
Jatuh, bangun
Mengejar potongan - potongan ingin
Dan sampai padanya

Tapi satu dari seribu
Yang tak cukup tinggi
Yang dekat dan sederhana
Yang begitu manusiawi
Tak tergapai

Inginku untuknya sudah kuat
Terlalu kuat, bahkan
Namun aku tak paham
Tak mengerti
Bagaimana cara meraih?

Aku terjebak dalam palung
Atau entahlah
Rasanya asing, jauh
Tak pernah bisa menyentuhnya
Ya,
Aku tak pernah sampai