Selamat ulang tahun, kemarin.
Semoga bahagia
Maaf long postnya kapan2 aja ya. Mager. 

ZAD

Hidup kadang berat. 

Kadang kita pingin maju, tapi dunia bilang nggak boleh.

sering kita pingin jadi sesuatu yang lebih baik, tapi dunia nggak ngasi kesempatan. 

Katanya, dunia cuma butuh kita yang segini aja. Bukan kita yang hebat dan luar biasa.

Rasanya jahat. 

The Wanting

Late night between the blank space and all the tiredness of thinking, I found you again.

I found that teeth and the lips.

I found the eyes sink in the cheek, like yeah I always in love with the way it sinks and be squinty.

I found a simple word went out of the throath. 

I found you like how you was on yesterday morning. 

I have had a deal with all those acceptance.Yes, I had already accepted all the matter about we-dont-own-each-other-anymore. 

But last night, all those old story was just repeated like again and again.

With a new beautiful version.

But the same old us. 

Over this guilty I admit. Last night, the wanting was coming again.

The Boy and The Bra

"Sir, may I move there?" kata anak laki - laki yang duduk di belakang, sambil nunjuk bangku kosong di sebelah gue.
"Yes of course. I like the way you pay attention to my lesson. Sitting quiet near to the speaker gonna improve your concentration" jawab si Bapak guru Bahasa Inggris dengan muka berbinar.

10 menit berlalu setelah voice record latihan listening selesai diputar.

 "Ta, lo tau kenapa gue pindah ke sini?" tanya si anak laki - laki.
"Jangan mendadak sok rajin gitu deh, sore - sore gini mau serius belajar."
 "Coba lo liat cewek - cewek di depan. Pake kaus putih transparan gitu. BH-nya keliatan jelas kalo dari deket.", jawab si anak laki - laki sambil cekikikan. 

Happy Sweet Seventeen

I'm happy along this age, seventeen. Everythings are just so sweet on my seventeen. I'm accepted in a best Perguruan Tinggi Negeri in this seventeen. I love my seventeen. People loving me. God bless me.
(to be continue..... bakal ngepost rada panjang, tapi entaran. gue belum dapet pict buat postingan ini. keep reading!)

If there's a thing you shoulda remember when you crashes down, it gonna be this thing :

God gives you all you need.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Ppl (including me) do sum celebration over this thing, for the new year, and I dunno why.
I mean, what to celebrate?
Too happy that they can pass 2013 and keep alive, so they need to celebrate it. Is it?

Whatever it is, Im just going to wish a (lotta) things in this post :
That new year equals to new expectation, new friends, new boyfriend, new place to go, new medals, new great moments, new chance, and new happiness.

Well, thats all.
HAPPY 2014!

Girls, Sanur, Bali, and beautiful new year eve.