Jun 3, 2012

afraidness

heyya guys :)

hows your life??
ok, you dont need to answer. i know y'all are always great!

and how about me?

a bit struggling in my heart guys.
passing grade to High School was so suck. It made my blood pressure going increase, increase and increase in every single second.
I do hope my heart beats a bit slow. but my brain refuse, and finally, my sympathetic nervous system works. 

ehem.

im a kind of person who wanna get everything the best, guys.
i wanna reach all my target, i wanna stand up upon you, you and you, and i do hate finding my self crashes down.

so here i am, kinda afraid of facing the abstract future.
im a bit afraid i cant get all i want and makes my self looks more dude. lol

 hell yeah. so weak, so stupid, but its the fact.


oh, what a mess! :D









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