Who the motherfuckin bitch cares about that shit? 

You don't even need to give a fuck to that bullshit. 

- Kodok

High school
The life comes alive. And everything seems ain't right - G

GRENADE

Well, pertama kali tau lagu ini gue masih SMP. Waktu itu kata "Grenade" dijadiin judul cerpen sama adek kelas gue.
Time running so fast (ehem) sampe akhirnya kemaren gue ketemu lagi sama itu lagu dan mencoba buat dengerin liriknya baik - baik.

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live

Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give

Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss

Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did

To give me all your love is all I ever asked

'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I'd jump in front of a train for ya

You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for you, baby

But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb

Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from

Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah

You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

If my body was on fire

Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames

You said you loved me, you're a liar

'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

No, you won't do the same

You wouldn't do the same

Ooh, you never do the same

No, no, no, no

yak. kaya lagu - lagunya abang bruno yang lain, lagu ini adalah hal sederhana yang kadang secara ga sadar sering terjadi.

btw, penggalan lirik yang gue bold. thats my favorite :D 

gambarin hal yang sederhana, tapi imajinasinya oke cuy :O

so, what do you think about the song? ;)

a jorney : throwing some shit

when the wind blowing up, and hitting the waves. 

while the reflection of the waves hitting your mind.

u could feel some shit in your mind are thrown away. 

Ocean wohoooo!! long time no see!! 

????? 

ini ceritanya gue lagi penasaran sama apaan tuh yang warnanya hijau.

well, ppl said, yang lagi gue injek itu sebenernya laut.

tapi airnya surut kalo sore. 

statue. under construction.

tapi tetep, kalo difotonya bareng gue, seems great yak. 

walking in the shadow 

hang out, refreshing. 

you need it as you need to do your homework guys. 

even when you dont have any time. 

just like me.

and dont forget to share the photos you capture on your blog.

jaga - jaga, siapa tau entar hardisk laptop lo rusak, dan lo jadi kehilangan moment. *eaaa curcol :D 

AUGUST ??

I'll begin to be a true human!
well, a true 15yo person i mean.
ya know wut, my life was soooo flat on June and July.

and August ....
I'll join some new club in my new school.
I'll have some test, some heavy school task.

and also some holidays ..
yeah .. holidays ..
I miss it, more than anything ...

.

happy birthday to me !!!

im 15 ! wow! it feels like becoming sooooo old :D
good by my nice 14, and welcome 15.

btw, im so thankful for all those sweet wishes ppl gave to me. i love you so much guysss :*

kisses and hugs for y'all, my new family, X4 :)

 first cake?

with iin, a.k.a indra :D 

with audyk ;)

from my new family, X4

i dunno why, they gave me "cheleng". 

btw, i got "cheleng" too last year :D

 i got this on 28 July 

as sweet as the chocolate :D

15, dont be suck please. 
promise me, you will be  more great than my last 14 ;)

afraidness

heyya guys :)

hows your life??
ok, you dont need to answer. i know y'all are always great!

and how about me?

a bit struggling in my heart guys.
passing grade to High School was so suck. It made my blood pressure going increase, increase and increase in every single second.
I do hope my heart beats a bit slow. but my brain refuse, and finally, my sympathetic nervous system works. 

ehem.

im a kind of person who wanna get everything the best, guys.
i wanna reach all my target, i wanna stand up upon you, you and you, and i do hate finding my self crashes down.

so here i am, kinda afraid of facing the abstract future.
im a bit afraid i cant get all i want and makes my self looks more dude. lol

 hell yeah. so weak, so stupid, but its the fact.

oh, what a mess! :D